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Okay, in my constant quest for fresh new music and always pushing my own personal boundaries of enjoyable music, I’ve recently purchased what I never thought I would have purchased in the last 20 years of my awareness of this band.  I bought Slayer’s Diabolus in Musica CD.  I must qualify it by saying that in the last 20 years, the rebellious side of Shae has always wanted to enjoy Slayer, but I simply never could.  Some of it, I am sure, was their overtly satanic gimmick but some of it was honestly the aesthetic of their music….if it could be called that.  However, this CD always intrigued me.  I’m a very visual person and the artwork on this project was always a curious draw for me.  The blank, 30′s era gothic movie motif is quite a departure from what could only be described in the past as their fascination with poorly drawn “evil” comic book style artwork.

The symbolism of the departure from their artwork is quite indicative of the growth and maturity of the music inside this project.  Drawing from equal parts of their own historic style as well as some large Corrosion of Conformity influences, these guys have stuck to their guns…they’re still dancing with the date that brought them.  This music is some of the most aggressive music I’ve ever heard.  In a way, it’s refreshing from the constant stream of Duncan Sheik and Glen Hansard that I’ve been listening to.

Satanic? Not in any religious sense. I would say that the aggression and anger in this music is more indicative of anti-establishmentism and vast self-preservation at the expense of anything and everything else.  Self-centered?  Completely.  So in that sense one could make an argument for it’s satanic bent, as long as one is trying to describe a philosphy and not a religious system where a bunch of guys dance around in the forest in black cloaks like they’re still wishing they could play Dungeons and Dragons and get away with it.

Coming up for air…

I am feeling a bit more human today…..

Happy New Years!

And Justice For All….

And Justice For AllIt’s not often I can say this, as much of a soft spot as I have for the band, but Metallica hit on something very true when they exclaimed, “Justice is lost, justice is raped, justice is gone. Pulling your strings, justice is done. Seeking no truth. Winning is all. Find it so grim, so true, so real.” However, I think we have an opportunity to help Lady Justice and the Foundation on which She stands.

Some of us are participating in an organized protest of US Federal Court Judge Samuel Kent on Wednesday, January 2nd. We will be carpooling from my house and will be leaving around 6:30AM.

For those of you who are not familiar with his case, the links below should fill you in on any details of the case but I will also ask Maegan to log on and tell us her family’s story to inform you of the stuff not covered in the news articles.

If you’d like to meet us at the Federal Building, here’s the Google Map.

I hope you can come out and support Maegan, her family, and our justice system, as we urge them to move more expeditiously regarding this matter. I do not believe a protest will to sway the case and that is not our goal. Our goal is to draw more public attention to it in the hopes that we can expedite this investigation on its journey to truth and justice.

Articles regarding the case:

Why was assault called harassment?

What a judge may tell Kent

Federal panel defers action against Judge Kent

Kent probe might take a long time

Okay. Disclaimer first. There will be things on this page you may find offensive….okay, so what’s new? I ran across this last week and just about soiled myself as I laughed at some of the stuff. This list is intense and it is one hundred percent accurate. These are, indeed, ten things that Christians and Atheists must agree on…and they are a nice reminder of what civility is all about.

I hope you enjoy the list, but more importantly, I hope you find truth within it and can apply it to your life. I know I am trying.

Once you read over it, I would love to use it to start a discussion here at Shaeman. At the very least, some of the pictures are worth watching for:

Ten Things Christians and Atheists Can (AND MUST) Agree On

So before I jump into the more raw elements of life like church planting and my own emotional life stuff right now, I thought I would talk a little bit about the music I’ve been listening to lately. I’ve compiled my list of the top ten releases from this past year. I find it interesting to note that I can’t even call them the top ten CD’s from 2007 because every single one of them was purchase electronically to begin with. A few of them I eventually purchased on disc as well for the simple artifact of the thing. Indeed, I DID purchase them all…well sort of…..and I’ll get into that one. Most, I purchased on iTunes, but a few of them I purchased on smaller services such as Boomkat. So without any further prologue, here’s my list of top ten music releases of 2007.

10. The Fragile Army, by The Polyphonic Spree
This third release by the joyous and inventive band from Dallas, Texas is a continual journey in the evolution of the remaining Tripping Daisies. Their second album, “Together We’re Heavy” broke major ground for them, sonically, lyrically and critically. This third effort was a gutsy follow-up that proved to be very well deserving of the meat behind the pump. More mature sound, great music. By far, one of the best releases this year.

9. Music from the Motion Picture The Assassination of Jesse James by the Coward Robert Ford, by Nick Cave and Warren Ellis
Not only does this release have the longest title in recording history, it is also one of the most beautifully crafted soundtracks imaginable. For those who love Nick Cave, forget everything you think you know about it…almost. Everything except his dedication to excellent art and fabulous melody. Completely instrumental and sonically one of the most organic releases I have in heavy rotation, this collection of works represents some of the most understated music from a modern genius of songwriting.

8. Into the Wild, by Eddie Vedder
Okay, confession time. Lifelong Pearl Jam devotee and a total hetero-man-crush on Ed. This is another one of those quiet organic pieces of beauty in 1′s and 0′s. Ed’s voice is stronger than it’s been in years and his thoughtful lyrics are as powerful as Black ever thought of being. Clocking in at just a bit over 30 minutes, it was a tad short for my taste…but a short Eddie Vedder CD is better than NO Eddie Vedder CD, right?

7. The Missing Link, by Jeremy Enigk
Having blogged about this release on The REFINERY site, I don’t need to say much more about it other than the fact that it, too, is a stunning example of beauty and excellence in art. Jeremy’s music has always been extremely powerful since his days with Sunny Day Real Estate. This latest release is definitely deserving of a spot in the top ten of 2007. I originally downloaded it the day it was released on iTunes and soon after bought it on Amazon for the artwork. I would highly suggest purchasing the whole product.

6. Eat Me, Drink Me, by Marilyn Manson
Don’t worry. I’m not going to talk about the beauty and serenity this release. No, this release stood out to me for other reasons. Watching the Henry Rollins Show on IFC, I saw an interview with Manson who spoke of the tremendous transformation in his life that preceded this recording; his depression, his giving up on music altogether, his delving into painting and other artistic expression, then followed with a cathartic season of writing his first collection of songs that were truly introspective and proudly coming from a place of vulnerability. Of course, he still uses much of the same dark imagery and his schtick is fully intact, but these songs are full of hurt and honesty. Musically speaking, this recording is very much a throw back to a seventies David Bowie style basic rock. Drums, bass, and guitars primarily make up the musical landscape. It’s a rich project full of insight and depth. If the idea of hearing a Manson album doesn’t scare you or make you doubt your faith, try it out. I think you’ll be richly rewarded.

5. V is for Vagina, by Puscifer
This one will also throw you for a loop, but this recording was very important for several reasons. The complete brainchild of Maynard James Keenan of Tool and A Perfect Circle, this release was long anticipated by MJK fans for years. It was a total departure from his normal fare of music and was a complete prodigy of his sense of sarcasm and cynicism. Yes, it has some vulgar material, so be warned. This is not one of those I think everyone should run out and purchase. However, it was an important release this year not only for artistic reasons, but because it was actually second in line of LARGE, global, mainstream artists doing their thing completely outside of the major label world. Keenan was one of those major label artists who decided to jump ship and go on his own and did it with startling success. This year marked a turn in the music industry. A turn that was long overdue.

4. Stateless, by Stateless
This is a new band I cannot say enough good about. I recently found them as I was wondering through Boomkat and was stunned within the first 30 seconds of the first song. I immediately purchased the release and have been quite pleased with it. This band’s hybrid of the piano driven, lilting vocal combination that is so characteristic of bands such as Radiohead, Coldplay and Keane, yet thrown in with trip-hop has an infectious quality to it that weaves you into their music and will not relent until the songs are finished. Go ye therefore and purchase this project. Do yourself and the world of terrible music a gigantic favor.

3. Year Zero, by Nine Inch Nails (Both the commercial release and the free, downloadable instrumental version which can be obtained through Trent Reznor’s new remix site.
This is another CD I reviewed earlier this year. It is also another one I originally purchased digitally, only to run out and by the physical copy as well. I won’t say much about it, since I already went on ad nauseum on The REFINERY review, but I will talk again about the tremendous boost this was to the newly reforming music industry. Shortly after Reznor announced that his contractual obligations were up, he went live with a community of independent artists who have been issuing remixes of his own music. This is not new to the music industry. What IS new is that Reznor also uploaded a TON of his OWN remixes (halo remixes as well) all for FREE download. Free. Among those were the entire Year Zero album with the vocals removed. So for free you could own the whole Year Zero CD as an instrumental. Hmmm…..I love this season in the music business.

2. In Rainbows, by Radiohead
This is the one that started it all. First, Radiohead are the masters at creating fabulous soundscapes and luscious aural plates of rhythm and harmony that just simply melt your mind and your soul. Their new, hotly anticipated release was everything I had been waiting on. The best part? The purchase price. FREE. Yep. You read that right. Radiohead were also finished with their contractual obligations to the money-grubbing big dogs and decided to go at it on their own. They released their album online with a nice little bonus. You get to pick the price. You pay what it’s worth to you. You click on the purchase icon and wait….the shopping cart generates an invoice with the price blank. When you click on it to fill it in, a pop-up appears that tells you to decide what you want to pay for it. That’s it. As an experiment, I filled it in with zeros. I wanted to pay nothing for it. Soon after, I got my confirmation email with directions on where to download it! For FREE! So I went back and redid the order and paid them $20 for the thing….just to thank them for giving it to me for free. Seek this out and purchase it if you can.

1. Dirt Farmer, by Levon Helm
This year marked the return of one of America’s most respected and acclaimed voices after a stunning 25 year silence. Levon Helm, the vocalist for Americana legends, The Band, came back to the forefront after a long battle with throat cancer, including 28 radiation treatments. CNN ran a very good piece on Helm and his return, and I would suggest anyone who loves music to go read this piece. Dirt Farmer first caught my ears because it also had the touch of two musicians I respect highly – Buddy and Julie Miller. I really can’t say much about this release other than the fact that this is one of the most honest, touching and gutsiest recordings I have to date. Check it out soon.

OTHER RELEASES THAT NEED TO BE MENTIONED:
Here’s a list of other releases I thought were important for one reason or another:
-Easy Tiger, by Ryan Adams
-Hvarf-Heim, by Sigur Ros
-Theology, by Sinead O’Connor
-The Ringing Bell, by Derek Webb

The more things change….

…..the more they stay the same.

Yeah. How many times have I had posts like this where I am talking about my long absences from the blogosphere? Probably too numerous to count.

Let’s see….if anyone is ever going to read this I should come up with some sort of thing to catch up with. You know, some sort of collection of information that could catch the attention of potential readers out there and get them fascinated enough to come back tomorrow or to subscribe to my RSS feed. Yeah.

Well, I could talk about how the church plant is going from a very real, honest, raw perspective.

I could talk about how my kids are doing and our family life in general.

I could tell you about all the new, great music I’ve been listening to or the great book I’m reading now.

I could tell about some of my theological changes I’ve been through.

But then what would you come back for? Instead, I could tell you all about how those things will all be discussed very soon. So, come back.

Consider this your new invitation.

I would really love some feedback on this one.  Please jump in and give me some real life data here.  I’m wondering, if you could answer two questions:

1. Have you ever been hurt by people in the church?

2. How?  What happened?  You can get as vague or as detailed as you would like….but please…I’m very curious.  And this really is going somewhere….trust me.

Answer these questions here.

So my second evening listen to Brennan Manning really fulfilled what I was hoping for. After hearing him speak the evening before about the love of the Father, his prodigious compassion, his relentless pursuit, his unbearable forgiveness…I left for home feeling like something was lacking.

I told my wife, on the drive back to Baytown from Sugarland, that I understood that the focus of this conference was simply Healing our Image of God and of Ourselves (I knew this was the focus because the conference was conveniently titled thusly). However, once one’s image of God has been restored (and as a result, we learn to see ourselves aright as well) this fundamentally begs the question, “How, then, mus this impact how we image each other around us?”

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Okay, so just twenty-four hours after I spent an evening with Henry Rollins, I got to spend the first evening of two with Brennan Manning, author of such theologically earth-shattering books as The Ragamuffin Gospel and Abbas ChildHis stature, small and frail.  His speech, fast and slightly slurred.  He was as intense as I had imagined he would be and I sat for an hour as I listened and soaked in the wisdom he had to share with us. The name of the conference (and goal of his talks) is Healing Our Image of God and of Ourselves.  This is no easy process.

Early on he challenged us: “Stretch your mind, stretch your heart.  Renounce the security of an unexamined faith.”

I can imagine the paradigm shift I would have encountered had I not read the four books of his that I have read over the last 13 years of my life.  Thirteen years ago, as I read The Ragamuffin Gospel, my life began a slow but extremely profound shift in my understanding of who God really is and what he’s really like.  Over the following years, each of Brennan’s books has helped to shape that change a little more.  If I had not undergone that process, I fear my brain may have exploded last night as I sat there in rapt amazement as I heard his speak of this passionate, intimate, recklessly loving and unreasonable forgiveness.

He then offered what he finds to be the Biblical definition of “The Fear of the Lord”: “The biblical meaning of the Fear of the Lord is silent wonder, radical amazement and affectionate awe at the goodness of God.”

Here was a man who truly knows what it’s like to come to the end of himself, who battles constantly with self-hatred, who desperately looks everywhere he goes for a friend of Bill’s,  and who has met, in Jesus, the real God of the Universe who  tells us all “I dare you to trust that I love you as you are…and not as you should be…because you’re never going to be as you should be.”

I can’t wait to see where this goes from here with Manning and us tonight.

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